visuals

the sky's open wide

the hunter's moon is shining

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Playlist

playlist

music is love in search of a word

at seventeen

janis ian | at seventeen i learned the truth

4:43

back in my body

maggie rogers | this time i know i'm fighting, this time i know i'm back in my body

4:09

siren song

julian moon | cause i'm the granddaughter of a witch you never burned

4:07

cry about it later

katy perry | i think i'm ready to be someone's new muse, i think i'm ready for a brand new tattoo

3:09

sweet tooth

scott helman | i exploit my opportunities, some broken hearts, numb cavities

3:21

problem

natalia kills | we're hell raising and we don't need saving

3:43

find me

sigma | if you're ready, heart is open, i'll be waiting, come and find me

3:24

hey kid

ingrid michaelson | hey kid, these arms and this heart, they are the only things i have left to give

3:52

call me

shinedown | i'll always keep you inside, you healed my heart and my life, and you know i tried

3:42

this is me trying

taylor swift | my words shoot to kill when i'm mad, i have a lot of regrets about that

3:15

my skin

natalie merchant | you better shut your mouth, and hold your breath, you kiss me now, you'll catch your death

5:32

sunny came home

shawn colvin | days go by, i'm hypnotized, i'm walking on a wire, i close my eyes and fly out of my mind, into the fire

4:24

running up that hill

kate bush | if i only could make a deal with god, i'd get him to swap our places

5:00

listen

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permissions

Permissions

OOC Permissions

↬ Back-Tagging: Into eternity, feel free to hit up old TL's of mine
↬ Fourth Walling: Totally fine, she's an OC but is abysmal with most pop culture
↬ Thread-Hopping: Prefer not, unless we have CR and it makes sense
↬ Format: I default to brackets, but I'm happy to match yours!
↬ OOC Warnings: Please tag for suicide/suicidal ideation and mentions of/actual self-harm
↬ Anything Else?Always down to tag with other OCs or canon characters, love assumed CR/AUs of all shapes and sizes. Feel free to PM this journal or reach out to ceedawkes with any questions~

IC Permissions

↬ Hugging: She'll be gently surprised, but open to it -- she's very affectionate and physical.
↬ Kissing: Always and forever, as stated, she's very affectionate.
↬ Flirting: Oh god yes, she's a shameless flirt and will aaaaaalways reciprocate, regardless of gender. If a character's younger than 20 she'll likely shut them down gently.
↬ Sex: Also yes, she's very no-holds-barred, no-strings-attached about sex.
↬ Fighting: Yes, she's a hellion and will literally fight anyone.
↬ Injuring: Yep, go for it! Saxsice has werewolf healing, so she'll heal up in no time, regardless of severity.
↬ Killing: Not without extensive discussion ahead of time. It's really hard to kill her, too -- she has to be injured so badly she bleeds out before she can heal.
↬ Telepathy/Magic/Supernatural Things: Go for it - Saxie is a werewolf/shape-shifter, but she doesn't have any sort of defense against telepathy. She can sort of sense if someone's supernatural, but 10+ years of repressing that side of her means it's not very dependable.
↬ Content Warnings: Emotional/physical/verbal abuse, including of children, cultish mindsets, gaslighting/emotional manipulation, vaguely incest-y overtones (she was supposed to marry/have babies with her cousin), teen pregnancy, alcoholism/drug use.
↬ Anything Else? Saxsice has a ten-year-old son, but she almost never introduces her casual hook-ups or even her friends to him, so if you're not interested in playing out storylines re: her being a mom, it likely won't come up.

NSFW PREFERENCES

↬ Shipping 21+, M/F or F/F. Saxsice is pan/poly (or would be if she weren't commitment-phobic), and is very chill with casual sex. I'm open to both playing out long-term ships or casual hook-ups with her. OCs, canon, assumed CR is all loved. Also down to AU her into nearly any setting.
↬ Smut Love it, always down. Explicit content or FTB are both fine with me~
↬ Kinks Saxsice tends towards being dominant/aggressive in bed, regardless of the gender of her partner. She's open to threesomes/moresomes and tends to be more playful/vocal with female partners. She also likes pegging, because of course she does. Open to biting/bloodplay (she IS a werewolf), harder D/s kinks like bondage, spanking, etc.
↬ Hard No's Only major no's are bathroom stuff and harder gore kinks.

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